Art:
Yet again, I'm stuck in a rut. I have so many ideas and no way to convey them on paper. My only skill is sketching and everything I have in mind is a bit to detailed to do even in pencil. I want to do fanart for my favorite anime (which I have never done...) but then I have other anime and originals that I want to bring to life. I'm gonna finish up some owed pictures, but then I need to start thinking about my future projects... It's kinda difficult to put the feelings that are surfacing now into words, but, I figured I might as well say something... I know what my problem is, I don't know how to fix it...

Life:
Well. School is going somewhat okay. I got my second A in English class. My professor likes my papers. Math could go better, but I'm slowly begining to understand the material. Biology, by far, is the most difficult class I have to go through this year. I needed my father to explain the information to me....and two other students...
The work may be going okay, but socially, I'm an epic fail. I have no friends (and that's OKAY people....you know who you are...) and I kind of just watch the other otaku's and game nerds go about their lives. It's interesting in a way, how well they prove that Otaku's are, indeed, weird. Beside's, I don't know HOW to intoduce myself...so it doesn't matter anyway. So there KT...
On another note, I am also struggling with my 'video game life'. I have plenty of games to play, I just don't know which ones to focus more on. My Final Fantasies (7,8,9,12, Tactics, Crisis Core) StarOcean Till the End of Time, Shadow of the Collosus, Resident Evil 4, Rule of Rose, Obscure, Magna Carta, and a couple others I can't remember...I'm at school at the moment...I need to kick myself back into gear so I don't have any more regrets! ^-^

to be continued later!